Friday, October 15, 2010
Happy Birthday Aaren
Aaren turned 2 today..... I am 10000km away from home.... In the depths of the cold Baltic sea..... Haiz. I'm sorry Aaren I cannot be there for your birthday. I'm not sure how many more I'll miss... But rest assured daddy luvs u more than anything in this world. This way daddy did..... I kept thinking abt u while i was on watch..... At times i had to shut off as work got a lil stressful... lol. However, when I was off watch I gobbled down my food n rushed off to my bunk. Once the curtains were shut... I took out my iPhone n browsed all the pics mum sent me. Looked at your pics as tears trickled down my cheeks.... Mixture of sadness n happiness.... Happy to see u grow although from far it still makes my heart soft. This went on til my eyes got tired thn I prayed for you n everyone at home.... Thts when it stuck me ...... Next month Deepavali.... I won't be with you guys.... I'm planning to return this December hope all my plans work out.
Take care Aaren I've got to go n do wat I need to do..... Always luv u. Always remember no matter where i am.....no matter wat I do..... Mummy, u n Ariella will never leave my mind..... GOD bless u Aaren have a blessed birthday.
Papa aka kukuman
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
Take care Aaren I've got to go n do wat I need to do..... Always luv u. Always remember no matter where i am.....no matter wat I do..... Mummy, u n Ariella will never leave my mind..... GOD bless u Aaren have a blessed birthday.
Papa aka kukuman
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Weekends
OMG...... Weekends are a killer. Dun feel like doing anything other thn talk to u over the phone or on skype. Haiz damn sian la...... Feel like I'm being locked up in a cell. Gotta get out n do stuff.... Next weekend I'm gonna pull out all my rc cars.... Fire them up n burn some rubber.... I'm planning to fix up my F-16.... N hopefully repair my helicopter as well. But channu I spend my time waiting for u to be free.... End up I just slack on the bed n watch tv.... Read my manuals n stare at the ceiling..... I bought a pc game Starcraft II. It's time consuming.....thn again I have nothing but time lol.
Channu I'm gonna come up with a time-table. Gonna practice my engineering stuff and work related revision. Gonna keep myself occupied n keep my sanity. I saw all the pics u uploaded on FB.... It's nice to see Aaren swimming n all.... Do take care n be vigilant... The floatation thingy around his neck.... Make sure it doesn't cut him especially his neck where his arteries are ok hon..... Sorry ah just worried. U know me when it comes to safety I'm very kiasu.....
I'm sure u will be careful.... Take care hon.... We have to guide them yet not hinder them from learning.... Till the kids can manage on their own we have to hold their hands.... Muackz
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
Channu I'm gonna come up with a time-table. Gonna practice my engineering stuff and work related revision. Gonna keep myself occupied n keep my sanity. I saw all the pics u uploaded on FB.... It's nice to see Aaren swimming n all.... Do take care n be vigilant... The floatation thingy around his neck.... Make sure it doesn't cut him especially his neck where his arteries are ok hon..... Sorry ah just worried. U know me when it comes to safety I'm very kiasu.....
I'm sure u will be careful.... Take care hon.... We have to guide them yet not hinder them from learning.... Till the kids can manage on their own we have to hold their hands.... Muackz
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Feelings
The emptiness and loneliness that has engulfed me is eating my soul away. Time is crawling n I can barely manage each day without you channu. I'm a family man, I need my family with me sadly there a some sacrifices that has to be made..... It's better for one person to suffer. I know it's not easy for u as well.
When I see mummy n papa playing with the kids it's makes it all worth it. We will watch the kids grow but mummy papa are growing old. I dun want them to miss out in spending time with the kids. As it is I tool their daughter away for 3 years. It's only fair that they get to spend quality time with their grandchildren. I want mummy n papa to be part of Aaren n Ariella's childhood memories. They have given me sonmany advise. Each one has made me a better son to them, husband, father n brother in law. Im sure our kids will learn alot firm them. Children are like sponge, absorb very fast.
I pity my parents they never get to enjoy the pleasure of spending time with their grandchildren..... Haiz. Decisions we make can haunt us for the rest if our lives. My dad I dunno what he wants.... Hardly talk to him. Mum is a nice person always been, sadly things just went very bad for her. Thank GOD she is fine now. They too would have had many dreams.... Like us they too must have loved their kids. I'll never know what tore them apart. There will always be temptation out there to test us, it's up us to fight it. At times of weakness I think of u the sacrifices u made. I think about mummy papa n small fry..... N most importantly i ask GoD to watch over me. Favebook is another headache at times..... Get weird msg from ladies at times. ..... Just delete n move on...... lol. Something abt single gals n married man.... Dunno y some are attracted to married man...... Crazy la
Aaren n Ariella are my eyes. U know I'll do anything for them. They are the product of our love..... Really GOD for blessing us with 2 wonderful kids. They r special, must nuture them n help them reach their potential. For now let them enjoy the pleasures of being a child. Whenever u can tell Aaren tht he has to watch over the family as papa cannot be around all the time as papa has to protect the country. Just tell him he will understand eventually. Sorry hon, navy is not just a career or job for me. It's a way of life..... Dun
See myself doing anything..... This is my destiny. I'll try to update as much as I can.... Sadly i cannot do it everyday.... Cos it's easy to track when
I'm home or away out at sea.... I'll randomly post
Stuff for u ok..... Take care baby..... Muackz.... Luv u forever.
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
When I see mummy n papa playing with the kids it's makes it all worth it. We will watch the kids grow but mummy papa are growing old. I dun want them to miss out in spending time with the kids. As it is I tool their daughter away for 3 years. It's only fair that they get to spend quality time with their grandchildren. I want mummy n papa to be part of Aaren n Ariella's childhood memories. They have given me sonmany advise. Each one has made me a better son to them, husband, father n brother in law. Im sure our kids will learn alot firm them. Children are like sponge, absorb very fast.
I pity my parents they never get to enjoy the pleasure of spending time with their grandchildren..... Haiz. Decisions we make can haunt us for the rest if our lives. My dad I dunno what he wants.... Hardly talk to him. Mum is a nice person always been, sadly things just went very bad for her. Thank GOD she is fine now. They too would have had many dreams.... Like us they too must have loved their kids. I'll never know what tore them apart. There will always be temptation out there to test us, it's up us to fight it. At times of weakness I think of u the sacrifices u made. I think about mummy papa n small fry..... N most importantly i ask GoD to watch over me. Favebook is another headache at times..... Get weird msg from ladies at times. ..... Just delete n move on...... lol. Something abt single gals n married man.... Dunno y some are attracted to married man...... Crazy la
Aaren n Ariella are my eyes. U know I'll do anything for them. They are the product of our love..... Really GOD for blessing us with 2 wonderful kids. They r special, must nuture them n help them reach their potential. For now let them enjoy the pleasures of being a child. Whenever u can tell Aaren tht he has to watch over the family as papa cannot be around all the time as papa has to protect the country. Just tell him he will understand eventually. Sorry hon, navy is not just a career or job for me. It's a way of life..... Dun
See myself doing anything..... This is my destiny. I'll try to update as much as I can.... Sadly i cannot do it everyday.... Cos it's easy to track when
I'm home or away out at sea.... I'll randomly post
Stuff for u ok..... Take care baby..... Muackz.... Luv u forever.
-- Post From My Kick Ass iPhone
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